sigh

I hate when this happens, but I need a place to throw it up. I'm fed up with my fianceé... but at the same time I love her so much... I can't help getting mad at her attitude but it's not really her fault -she's been under a lot of stress and that affects us a lot. Problem is when the stress goes beyond my limits. I erupt like the Vesuvius and can't control myself. What can I do? I love her but at the same time I hurt her. We've talked about it and despite my explanations she thinks we have to keep up with our lives together. sigh... I think I feel a little better... maybe I'll write again soon...